Poverty Is Not in the Bank — It’s in the Nervous System

What I’m Observing While Aiming Too High

LINK TO EP 13 - in the end of the blog

This is not motivation.This is not teaching.This is not spirituality packaged for comfort.

This is a live experiment on myself.

I’m recording what happens internally when you aim for a goal so large that your mind, body, and fear systems start malfunctioning.

Not after success.Not after clarity.But during resistance.

WHEN A BIG GOAL EXPOSES HIDDEN POVERTY

Everywhere I look, people are struggling.

Not just financially — existentially.

• Job loss

• Endless money anxiety

• Fear of the next month

• Panic disguised as planning

But what I’m starting to see is this:

Poverty is not only the absence of money. It’s a pattern the body memorises.

Tight shoulders when bills are mentioned.Shallow breath before asking for money.A sinking feeling before every risk.

The body remembers lack even when the mind wants abundance.

WHY AIMING BIG MAKES THE BODY PANIC

I’m chasing something that logic rejects.

Becoming a billionaire.

Not symbolic wealth.Not “comfortable success”.Not survival plus savings.

Actual scale.

And the moment I committed to that scale, something strange happened.

The resistance didn’t come as thoughts.

It came as physical fear.

• Pressure in the lower spine

• A frozen chest before meetings

• Weak voice during sales

• A strange heaviness before action

The brain says “impossible.”But the body says something worse:

“This is unsafe.”

WHEN LOGIC STOPPED WORKING

I tried reasoning with myself.

Data.Statistics.Plans.Books.

They improved my intelligence — not my behaviour.

I still delayed calls.Still feared rejection.Still avoided asking for large amounts.Still felt exposed when visible.

That’s when it hit me:

Information does not dissolve survival fear.

So I stopped feeding the mind.

And started observing the body.

WHY CHAKRAS ENTERED THE PICTURE (WITHOUT BELIEF)

I didn’t approach chakras spiritually.I approached them experimentally.

From what I’m learning:

If the foundation (root) is unstable,ambition feels like danger.

Scarcity, fear, insecurity —they don’t begin as thoughts.

They begin as loss of inner safety.

So instead of affirmations, I began body-based practices.

Not to win faster.But to recover faster.

WHAT I’M TESTING RIGHT NOW

When stability collapses → LAM

When desire and drive weaken → VAM

When fear tightens the chest → YAM

When confidence drops → HUM

When direction feels blocked → RAM

No claims. No promises.

Just one observation:

Fear still arrives —but it leaves faster than before.

That alone changes behaviour.

SALES, REJECTION & THE REAL WORK

Nothing spiritual replaces action.

I’m still cold calling.Still walking into hospitals.Still hearing no.Still losing money.

I’ve accepted a number in advance:12,000 rejections.

Fear appears before every meeting.Not emotionally — physically.

The practice doesn’t make me fearless.

It makes me show up again.

And wealth doesn’t reward bravery. It rewards persistence after fear.

WHY MOST PEOPLE NEVER ESCAPE POVERTY

Not because they lack talent.Not because they lack intelligence.

But because their body associates money with:

• Shame

• Exposure

• Rejection

• Risk

So they sabotage unconsciously.

They call it realism.They call it balance.They call it responsibility.

But it’s just conditioning.

THE QUESTION THIS SERIES IS TESTING

Can body alignment + repeated actionslowly rewrite destiny?

Not instantly.Not magically.Not motivationally.

But mechanically.

Can fear stop being a walland become background noise?

I don’t know yet.

That’s why this exists.

WHY THIS MATTERS MORE THAN YOU THINK

If something inside you tightened while reading this, that’s not inspiration.

That’s recognition.

That’s the same place where ambition gets strangled.

Some stories aren’t meant to entertain.They’re meant to expose.

They show what happens before success, before confidence, before the transformation montage.

They show the part people avoid watching —because it looks too much like them.

NO CONCLUSION. STILL WALKING.

This is not a lesson.This is not advice.This is not proof.

This is observation in motion.

If you’re following this journey,you’re already part of the experiment.

And experiments don’t need belief.

They only need attention.

LINK TO EP 13 - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ta-w868x8lo

Episode 13 ends here. Fear present. Action ongoing. Outcome unknown.

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(Some stories aren’t watched for entertainment.They’re watched because they reveal the cost of becoming something more.)